where ever i stand....

sometimes we just need to hear a good word or two. the people that matter the most should be the first to offer it. yes sometimes it is tough even for them, they are not sure how to handle the situation. but communication is the key to it...ask questions, prod...but never nag. please dear jeebus no nagging!
we never know what the effect we might have on someone...even a stranger. one word or a smile just might keep the ma few inches from the ledge.

being friday the jobs out there were scarce...lot of work from home oppurtunities..haha! did recieve notice on how much my benefits will be, if i get them. apparently getting fired from a job can get you denied unemployment benefits....hoo-f'in-ray. i persist and carry on anyway.

i have realized how insane i can get when not in the gym...back there tomorrow. stomach was not doing well today. last thing i want to do is crap my shorts in the gym..

"C" word awards

yes THE C word!!!!!i dont use it regularly, but this last week has given me cause to...

i will start with today. why? because 2 people in one instance deserve this most prestigious award. training in the gym this morning. using the leg press but moving back and forth to the squat rack. a woman comes in looks at the 450lbs on the leg press and heads off to the desk. here comes thew manager and a gym rat. they remove the plates for her...lazy woman. then the manager makes an anouncement about cleaning off the plates. i go the her and then ask her about courtesy and gym etiquette. why didnt the woman ask if anyone was using the machine?
why didnt the manager ask? i was using it...and they messed up my workout.
both of these wondewrful people get the award!! for the utter lack of courtesy and intelligence!!

next up is thew queen mother of all....
a certain person in my life, i have been sworn to secrecy to reveal her identity, has gone to tell members of my family that i am gay! being far from the truth i am amazed at her audacity to assume she was the last woman i was ever with.....
her reasoning? the women friends that i have on facebook and a video i posted from the producers. oh lord i laughed when i heard this. a true C-word if ever....