Wednesday, December 15, 2010
another day...more resumes and applications. so much i have forgotten to eat today. probably not a good thing...but i don't know if my stomach could handle anything. nervous wreck, scared, frustrated. so tough out there to find anything. lot of oppurtunities but the pay stinks, the jobs are overly specific and requirements are beyond possible to fill. yet i persist...
i can't fall into the trap of thinking about the choices i made through my life. i have never lived with regrets or focused on the past. i moved on... if forgiveness was needed i gave it. even if it was tough to do. i try to ask god why these things happen to me...i wait for the answers.