threadbare

so much of how i am feeling is in that song. worn and threadbare, practically transparent....
this is tough....waiting for..everything....mail, email, phone calls. just need a good word, a miracle.
had a real interview today. hope it works out...it would give me hope. i also had to cancel my gym memberships.
can't justify the cost even though i love it. i also have to contemplate giving up my dog. that will be harder. he is like my 3rd child.

well in all this i did manage to get in a workout today...

smith seated shoulder press 135, 155, 185x 5  205x3, 225,3 245x3 +7
smith seated press 135x10 5 sets
dumbbell side raise  20x10 5 sets
rope upright rows 100x10 5 sets
pushdowns 100x10 5 sets
rope extensions 100x8 5 sets